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| Letters from Irina none given |
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| Letter 1 |
| Hello Pernell:) I am very glad you gave me your email :)
I am Irina, though my friends call me Ira. I am here to find a man who
is also full of life, who knows what he wants, who feels that the life
is too short to spend it in sadness and frustration. I do not want to
seem or sound a shallow person. I just really want to find the
positivity even in the sad moments and try to enjoy the life as it is
:)
I am new on the dating site and I do not know the rules. If you do not
mind I will just tell you everything that seems important to me. I
hope you will do the same. I am a simple person and I am not afraid of
discussing any topic which can interest you. I am courageous,
adventurous (to a certain extent), brave and funny. I like to make
jokes and I like to be around the people who are funny and joyful :)
Unfortunately in this cruel world it is definitely very difficult to
find the people who would fill our lives with some positivity and not
the ones who overload us with stress and depression.
I know the site is full of weird people. I have talked to a couple of
them and I was really shocked what kind of "cockroaches" they have in
their heads. For sure you can also consider me a kind of weird woman
who just tries to persuade you that she is normal. But if you have
some doubts, you can ask me the questions or you can ask me to
demonstrate you my serious intentions. I am open to all this stuff as
my only desire is to find the man with whom I would have very strong
and long-term relationship. For my man I will always be loving,
tender, passionate and even naughty partner. For Him I want to be his
best friend, his inspiration and his muse :) I just want us both to be
happy :)
I am sending you some photos I do hope you will like them :) If you
want to see the people who surround me, my relatives or something else
just let me know :) As I have said I am open to the sincere and honest
conversation :)
Please, tell me more about yourself, about your likes, about your
hopes and about the things which are important to you. How long are
you searching for this Special one?
Kind regards and friendly kiss (if I may) :)
Ira
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| Letter 2 |
| Hello Pernell:) It is very sweet that you have written to me back
I am curious how your day is going? Do you like when the weather is
sunny or you prefer rain? I have to admit that I am not fond of wet
weather though I am dreaming of dancing under the rain one day. It is
just the dream which I am going to realize only when I am head over
heels in love I think the people start doing crazy things when they
are happy. They do not notice the people who surround them, they do
not see or do not want to see anything except for their beloved ones,
the ones who put the smile on their faces. That is the happiness I
want to find. I do want to dance, to sing, to let the world know about
my mood. I am sorry maybe I am too emotional to talk about the things
which I want to realize. I have the feeling that despite the age and
financial status every person wants to find the partner who would
change his/her life for the better Wow what a beginning of the
letter I have written to you I hope that you are not running away
from me already
Pernell, I would like to tell you that I am totally open for the
adoption. I do not see anything bad in that. I would be very happy
just to become a mother. Do you want to have the kids even if they
are adopted?
So, what should I tell you about myself? As you already know my
previous relationship did not work and did not lead to anything nice.
So, I took a break for a half a year and just stayed alone in order to
understand what I want and what I do not want. I have never had the
relationship with the man from another country but I do believe that
the human values are all over the world the same. I know that we will
face the language problems, differences in traditions and customs but
to me it is more like the challenge, like something I will want to
learn . What about you, by the way? Are you the person who is not
afraid of challenges? Do you adjust to the new conditions or new life
easily? Funny thing, I am am a very funny girl but somehow the letter
that I am writing to you is too serious. I want to apologize for that.
I'd better change the topic and talk about something cheerful
Do you like to have fun and make jokes? I am really a person who can
be a clown in the company of my friends. I am also not afraid being
laughed at (of course, when the people do that not angrily but just
for fun). I am active and very positive I know for sure that every
bad situation has at least 2 ways out. So, I do my best in order to
stay positive even when everything seems very sad and bad. I do have
some friends who are always ready to support me. They know that
because of my family situation and the divorce of my parents I am
actually alone. So, if I am feeling sad they are always by my side and
I am very appreciated for that. At the same time I do want to have a
partner with whom I would share good and bad moments I think that I
can be a very supportive and loving wife, partner. I can give my man
the feeling that he is needed. To me it is something really important.
I do want him to smile and I want him to know that my heart belongs to
him Isn't it the most important thing in the relationship?
I also wanted to say that I do want to build relationship with my
partner on the total trust and respect. I know that the man and woman
do not create the unity in order just to share the same house and have
the dinner together. I am totally assured that the intimacy is also
very important. I do want my man to know that I am more than ready to
realize his wild fantasies and I do want him to know that in bed he
can trust me. I am not a weird lover who likes harsh intimacy. I just
want us both to enjoy this unity and feel like a single whole. I
really like to kiss and to hug. I can be a very naughty girl and also
a very wild tigress if needed What about you? My question is not
directed on making you describe the intimacy itself. My question is
if the intimacy plays important role for you or not? In my previous
relationship my partner was very passive and I had the feeling that he
just does not love me and does not desire me. It is pretty painful for
the woman to feel that she is not needed. So, maybe thanks to my
previous relationship I touch this topic now. I hope that I do not
sound weird or pervert I am a normal woman with the adult desires
So, I have already written a lot and I think that you can be a bit
bored with my talkativeness. I'd better stop and give you the chance
to write to me a letter back I am very curious to know more about
you. Who knows, maybe we will find a lot in common I am very eager
to talk to you again and I hope that your letter will come very soon
Friendly and warm hugs
Irina |
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| Letter 3 |
| Hello sweet Pernell! Are you sweet like an ice-cream or like my
favorite cheesecake? Though do not answer, I will find out that later
on myself
Thanks for coming back to me and thank you very much for your letter,
for your attention. I am pleased that after my previous letter the
desire to talk to me did not disappear. I am sorry I am not a
professional writer and I write what I feel and what comes into my
mind. Though I am a woman and all the women say what they think If
they are silent then they are already offended with something Ow,
yes, we have a lot of cockroaches in our heads, but at the same time
we can be very lovely and sweet creatures (pity that it happens only
when we are sleeping :)). By the way, do you want to have the woman
who is very calm and quiet or you prefer having by your side an
active personality who can also erupt from time to time? I have the
feeling that the man's dream is to have a mixture. They want the wife
to be lovely and tender in the daily life but they also want to have a
real hurricane in bed. Am I correct or this female's image is already
old-fashioned? Would you mind to share your ideas? My perfect man
should be just a man. I do not understand when the men spent more time
in front of the mirror than the women. I do not understand when the
men use more cosmetics and even make-up than the women. The man should
be a man - strong, sometimes even brutal, strict though at the same
time very loving and tender at home. So, that is the man of my dreams.
Is it you? Haha, who knows, maybe you say Yes
Pernell, I would like to thank you very much for the answers to my
questions. I am very curious to learn more about you and become closer
to you I am very glad that you are here with the serious intentions
though I am very sad that you have burned your fingers while dating
online. For sure you can request me something. I do not mind taking
the video for you or taking the photo. Anything you like I have
nothing to hide and I have nothing to lie about.
Will you tell me what was the craziest thing you have done in your
life? Are you the person who is not afraid of taking the risk? Can
you leave everything and start something from the blank page or you
are more conservative in this meaning? I think that I am crazy enough
to leave everything behind and to make the step into uncertainty. As
for being a crazy woman, I am a bit. Earlier I was fond of trying
something new all the time. I jumped one time with the parachute and
it was really, really scary. I did that together with my friends and
after landing we all realized that it is better to walk on the ground
than fly like the birds. Somehow while falling down I was very, very
afraid and I was cursing myself for having agreed to make this jump.
It was 5 years ago. You know, I consider this jump to be the end of my
childhood and youth and beginning of the new life. I did this jump
the moment when everything was not so positive. I felt not needed. My
parents are divorced, they have their families, my private life was
ruining gradually. So, I was lost in this life for a moment and you
know, this jump helped me to understand what I want. I realized that I
want to live, to be happy, to be useful. I have friends, I have
health, I have the head on my shoulders, I have the whole life in
front of me. So, yes, that was the craziest action in my life and I
can recall it with the smile on my face though in the past I still
have shivers while recalling the moment when I was falling down
I am sorry to confess that I am not talking to you directly and that I
have to use the professional help of the translator to have a decent
conversation with you (in the meaning that we can understand each
other). While studying at school I had not so many classes of English
as my school was very small and my teacher got pregnant 3 times during
the whole period of studies. So, she missed a lot of classes and as a
result the kids did not know English at all. I have totally forgotten
everything I have learnt as I have never had the practice and English
was never needed in my daily life. So, when starting the search in the
Internet for my partner, I realized that the online translators are
like the mockery at my language and the result which I got all the
time was really confusing. The sentences reminded the raving of a
madman and accordingly I did not want to become a clown for a man
I am talking to. It is nice to have fun and to joke but sometime we
need to talk about something serious and if the translation fails,
then the conversation fails accordingly. So, yeah, I had to find the
organization which would help me to communicate without having
misunderstandings. I do know that this news cannot bring smile on your
face and I can imagine that you now realize how difficult everything
is and that the language barrier is something that we will have to
"delete" one day. No worries, I am ready and very eager to learn
English and I am very eager to do a lot so that the relationship to
work and so that both of us (my partner and I) to be happy. I hope
that you believe me and my intentions. I am a fighter and I am the one
who is not afraid of difficulties. Remember the parachute
I see that this letter is getting longer and longer and probably you
are already hungry or bored. I do not want the communication of ours
to be a kind the torture for you. So, now it is time to shut up (haha)
and start waiting for your next letter Do you promise to come back
to me soon? I will wait
Friendly kisses
Irina |
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| Letter 4 |
| Hello my dear Pernell!!!
I would like to thank you so much for your letter and for still being
with me. I am sorry if I am not answering as fast as I would want. It
is directly connected with some troubles at my work which now demand a
lot of energy and efforts (and cost me a lot of nerves). In no way I
am loosing the interest to our communication. I really admire our
conversation and my only desire is to know more about you and to get
"glued" to you as stronger as possible :) I am really excited that
today I am with you and I do know that my letter will finally reach
you. It just has to come and make your day better and happier. In no
way I am trying to say that I am the tuner of your mood but I want to
hope that every letter of mine brings you a bunch of positive emotions
and put the smile on your face. You know how much I want you to be
happy and how important your well-being is to me (even if we are not
close enough to say that). Just while being a clown I really like to
fill the lives of the people who are very dear to me with the right
emotions. I hope that you will at least smile while reading my words
:)
Dear Pernell, I would like to tell you that I am very glad to know
that you have found more videos of mine. Maybe if you were more
attentive to the attached files of mine you would not have the
questions if I am real or not. Am I right?
You tell me about the desire of yours to come to me. Yes, it would be
so lovely to see you in real life :) I know that it will take the time
before we meet, but let us have our meeting as a main goal of ours.
Thank you very much for the lovely photos you sent to me. I liked them
a lot:) You have such sweet and lovely eyes :)
How do you do today? How is your mood and health? Do you eat well?
Haha while asking all these questions as if I am your mother whose
calling in life is to take care of her dear son :) Yes, I do not know
much about your culture but in Ukraine it is a very good tradition to
take care of your partner and to make him feel happy. The woman
creates the emotional coziness for the couple and usually she is a
tuner of the family :) If the woman has bad mood, the family will also
have it (because the woman will do everything in her power to spoil
the mood of the whole humanity if something goes not like she wants)
:) I am writing these phrases and think that we can really be
"assholes" from time to time. Good that I confess that and I know that
if I am behaving wrong or say something harshly, I am ready to
apologize. I am not perfect and I never tried to be perfect. My only
desire is to be natural, to be myself. I know that my man will approve
of me with my good and bad sides :) At the same time I know that I
will do my best to be a good girl as often as I can :) I promise to be
bad girl only when we have a certain mood for games :) You see, I am
almost persuading you to have me as a partner :)
There is nothing really interesting that I could share with you these
days, as my life is going in a very simple way and every day does not
differ from the day before. There are very bright moments but they are
all connected with our communication. We do not know each other very
good but I know for sure that I have told about myself even more than
I wanted to say :) I enjoy laughing with you and discussing all
possible topics. You are a very sweet man and I do really like you a
lot. In my heart there is already a special place for you :) There is
nothing more pleasant that to feel how your life is gradually
changing. Yes, we are still not very close and the distance between
you and me is huge, but right now I am not talking about the
kilometers. I am talking about the emotional and spiritual closeness.
We uncover new sides of our personalities in every letter of ours and
it is fantastic. There is nothing more important to me than to dive
deep in your heart and mind and know every small detail about you. You
are also welcome to dive inside me and penetrate every cell of my body
:) Ow, I hope that these metaphors do not make you confused :) Did you
hear the quote of Buddhists? It says: "Where is the difference between
"to like" and "to love"? Look, when you like a flower, you'll pick it,
but if you love a flower you'll give it water every day. The people
who understand and feel the difference know what life is" :) It is
beautifully said, don't you agree?
My dear, frankly speaking I am living in a kind of frustration already
for a couple of days. I was asked to search for new job and the boss
of mine has signed a paper that I am no more an administrator in the
club. I got my last salary today in the morning and after working at
the club one more week I will need to leave it. That is what I was
afraid of. I have already started my search for a new job but somehow
the war zone is not the best place where the people can find the job
so easily. In our area the life is dying gradually. Sure it will not
happen within a day or a year, but I see what is happening to the
people here and how much they are suffering from the lack of finances
and the lack of normal happy life. Unfortunately the life here is far
from being easy and the government does not have any plans to help the
people who have lost the job. While telling you all that, I am not
trying to make you feel pity about that, my dear man. I just know that
my unemployment can cause some problems and screw my life (hopefully
only a bit). I will do my best to keep our communication going as
talking to you has become a very important part of my life. You always
make me feel happier with your letters and your sweet and lovely
openness which I treasure in the people so very much make me hope that
I have found the right man. It is pity that this man is so far, though
it is in our hands to change that all. Sure it will not happen within
a day, but it can happen if we both will want that to happen.
Everything would be much more easier if I knew English and if we did
not talk thanks to the help of the translation company. The online
translators are useless for my language and that is why right now my
biggest concern is how to keep our communication going so that we
could continue having these lovely dates of ours. The last thing I
want to happen is to lose you, your care, your kindness. Every single
dialogue of ours means much to me. I wish you knew how happy I feel
when I reread your letters. I finally have the feeling that I am not
alone. I do pray and hope that somehow everything will work and we
will not disappear from each other's lives... To tell the truth, I
really did not want to talk about that, but at the same time I did not
have the right to hide this from you. I got used to share with you
good and bad!
I send you my kisses and hugs
Your Irina |
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